but scary stuff too…

Watching the cricket live on satellite t.v. is something that unexpectedly brings lots of memories back into my consciousness. The coverage is live from channel 9, with australian commentators; the sun is shining; the game is sponsored by Ansett; the Aussies are winning again; the logos on the beer cups are V.B. ones.

For two years these things were a huge part of my day-to-day life, and now they have absolutely no effect on anything I do. This makes me sad, even now, and that ‘sick’ feeling that rumbles through my stomach is just enough to make me wonder…